It's over...

I had decided last night that if my temp went up, I would test again today. No such luck. In fact, it went WAY below coverline, so the witch should be here in the next 24 hours. I'm completely bummed, but there's nothing I can do. I guess I'll just try to make it through the holidays and on to March so we can try again. I wish I didn't have to wait so long, but I know that's the best thing for us to do. Especially with the state my mental health is in now! If I have to go through this again at Christmas, I may lose it.